Monday, December 15, 2008

A Year Later...

I can't believe it has been a year. A whole year since my life was turned upside down. I still have so many emotions, but I think they got even stronger after I lost the twins. It's like my worst nightmare was happening all over again. This past year has been horrible and amazing all at the same time. I feel sorrow, because my babies are not here but I also feel grateful, because all of my girls are now together. I am so looking forward to the day that I can see them again. Even though it seems like forever to me, I hope that it will feel like just a minute for them...that they will turn around and I will be there.

8 comments:

The Fabulous Ms. Beth said...

thinking of you on Makenna's angel day

Anonymous said...

just thinking about you today. we love you guys so very much and we know that one day you will be able to hold your girls in heaven.
The Sobrero Family

Brenna's Mom said...

Jenell, I thinking of her (and you) today.

Kim and fam said...

Rob and Jen-
I have been thinking of you both so much today and wanted you to know you have been in my prayers as well. I really pray this year is full of so many blessings for you guys-you so deserve it! We love you guys and can't wait to see your girls in Heaven, also! Love The McNeilly's

Beth said...

I am so sorry that it has been one year since you last saw your precious daughter. I know you will see her - and your other girls - again one day. You're in my prayers.

Gonzalez Family said...

Thinking of you guys a lot lately, wondering how you're doing. We love you both so much and have not stopped praying for you as you walk through this valley. I pray to God this next year will bring you blessings beyond your imagination. May you feel His loving hand on you these next few days...and until the beautiful day you will be reunited with your girls, where you will never ever be separated from them again.

Anonymous said...

I am thinking of you and your girls.

Lorin Goodchild said...

Hey,

I just wanted to say thank you for sharing your beautiful babies with us... I had a stillborn baby girl at 24 weeks on Easter weekend (April 2011) and last week lost my twins at 12 weeks. I feel like I've hit rock bottom, and whilst I am a Christian, this second time round has knocked me right to the core. Your blogs have provided me with a lot of comfort and reassurance (particularly with the poems and Scripture verses on your blogs) today. So thank you, and bless you heaps.